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Mm. So don't feel like you're bad, for wanting to see your Iwa-chan.

[He says it gently, understanding even if he doesn't know the full context; there's no way he could know or understand that much with as little as he knows. It still feels heavy, the way Rin tries to chuckle - so Oikawa just rubs his face into blond hair before shifting back enough to comb it back and look down at him.]

You're just like anyone else, you want familiar faces. Like, if we're trapped here for longer than we could even think about now, you'd want at least a chance to say something. [Apologies for dumb things. Thanks, for being there up until the moment they parted.]

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[ Just like anyone else... Such a statement doesn't feel like it should be true, though Rin hardly thinks of himself as anything close to special, as that might make it seem. ] I don't deserve to see him again. [ It's barely a whisper, maybe too quiet to be heard, but Rin's tone wavers and he feels suddenly too vulnerable, pulling away from Oikawa so he can sit up, arms wrapped around his knees. ] I... Let myself think I'd be able to, even though I know it's impossible, or it's supposed to be. [ Dead people don't come back normally, after all. He heaves a sigh, low and distinctively sad. ] I was being stupid. I don't even get why I'm talking about it.

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[Oikawa hears it even if Rin speaks it far too quietly, like he doesn't want to be heard; he lets him up though, even as he props himself up on an elbow in following, he listens as Rin finishes.]

You don't deserve to be miserable though either, Rin.

[He says it lightly, even if he knows that once again he seems to be missing a piece of the puzzle; he can make enough of a guess. Reaching out again, tugging Rin with his knees up and all back down into curling into him, Oikawa tucks that blond head under his chin.]

You can talk about it just to get the idea out. I'll say I make a pretty good soundboard, even if you aren't looking to say anything in particular though, okay?

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[ Rin huffs out a breath in exasperation at Oikawa's behaviour, but most of the sentiment is in a fair amount of amusement as he lets himself be dragged back down. How stubborn... At least he doesn't pry too much, and he doesn't have to fake his usual smiles with how he can hide his face into the other's neck or against his chest. ] You'd change your mind if you knew better. [ He murmurs, but there's only a beat before he laughs, much louder than his earlier spoken words, and burrows closer, all as distraction. ] Mm, I'll remember that, Tooru. You've still got enough room for me here, right? I'll just be staying a couple nights if anything.

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Course we've got room for you.

[Oikawa just shuts his eyes once Rin settles in again, hardly thinking much of it when he burrows against his neck because it doesn't feel strange to him at all. He'd change his mind if he knew better, huh... he won't ask, not now. But that is filed away into the back of his mind, that there is so much more to Rin than he expresses - he has been able to sense it, that some things were just as fake as his own, but those kinds of personalities hide something deeper. Always.]

You can always settle with me here, alright? I'm available~